if

if only.

attachment at ibn... is gd... yeah. worried that i might not finish everything... but at least i've got the 1st set of data out and ready. all that srp and ssef forms and ats forms... arghs... darn troublesome... going back to sch tmr to look for a teacher... to get her to sign the srp form... *hopefull* she IS in sch... she didnt reply to my email n i dont have her other contacts lah... :S

finally signed up for ssef today... and then i heard tt the registration dateline has been extended the second after i finish signing up... lol... oh wells... anyways... sort of... erm... finally... kinda settled my project title... yeah i really like it... sounds grand and erm... interesting... and a bit gpish... but oh wells... i like it:)

sighz... the ats form... kinda troublesome to fill up... haiz... shall bother abt tt later... haiz...

brrrrrrp

hmm... attachment started on mon... pretty alright... been doing lit search whole of yest n tis afternoon... kinda tiring... esp when u know that u probably already found more then half of all the papers in the whole that could help you... and the other half of the papers remain elusivly out of reach... and when the half u have is only like 13 papers... and that they cannot help slove the problem which sparked the lit search in the 1st place:S
ks in other words... the lit search thus far hasnt really helped...

ks watever... there's better stuff to talk abt then that...

lab... plenty of new ppl... its getting a tat toooo crowded... and the machine that my whole experiment is based on (i.e. no machine=noexperiment n results) is oso being used by several other ppl... so its no longer like last time when i'm like the sole user and can run experiments morn, afternoon and night...

so many stuff to bother abt... all the application forms for ssef and a star ts... gotta get them sorted out somehow sometime b4 dec... and all the cca stuff that i have completey chunked aside... and comps too... sighz... and sch work... arghs.

dont remind me anymore... y do i even bother listing them out?

OP IS OVER

PW OP IS OVER!!! well i haven done the i&r... but wells that's not the point....

lol...

but now that op is over, its time to pack my rm and wat not... or rather... my table, two book shelfs, the comp table, two beds, and two other tables in the comp rm... k watever... i just have the clear up like all the mess i made before, during and after my exams... oh wells...

planning to go out with sand and wx tmr... heh i wonder how that will turn out:P

srp starting next week... gotta go do my holiday hw... haiz... penalty for getting two Ses... sheesh... really sucks man... i still have no idea how i managed to flung econs soooo badly lah... dam me...

arghs

chem spa tmr... arghs... c=c is electron rich and will attack the bromine molecule... arghs...sick of studying for chem spa... but i'm only like less then halfway through??? whee so fun... -.-'''

sch's out

last day of sch... erm yest? haha.. came homea nd slept at like... 7? so i'm like wide akae now... though i shd be sleeping soon if i dun wanna fall asleep while cycling/shopping tmr... lol... go figure...

i wonder how much $ i'm gonna spend tmr... probly be looking out for some shirts or shorts... cos i suddenly realised how many shirts i've grown too fat for and how few shorts i have since hols are coming... when there's sch u wouldnt realise there's such a prob since in like a whole week if i even get to wear outside clothes once then i'll be considered... erm.... lucky? depending on where i'm going to that is... lol..

hmm

open hse is over... real nice seeing my junior again... talked to her for like 3 or 4 hrs lol:P she came at like 10 plus and i made her stay to entertain me until she went back to rg for her options... time flies. rj has become such a familar place to me already. a second home. i still miss rg though, but my memories of it are most sadly already starting to slip away. time and tide waits for no man. sighz. i really miss rg... the food there, the aircon classrms, the computers everywhere, the nice and homely environment... just abt everything. even pts and projects are much better then memorising stuff for spa. sheesh.

time to read the books i borrowed, finish up my art work. do all the crafting i wanted, do puzzles etc... and also time to read ahead on my sciences, catch up on all my maths, and plan for my cca... sighz... an endless cycle. when will this ever end?

!@#@*&*$#&%*@

today was a lousy day... yeah... pw op breifing was nonsense... the ccal thingy was pretty nonsense as well... and i still haf to wake up early to go for it tmr:( sighz... all the speaker did was to complile all that i already know into a nice lil speech... and i serioualy hoped that our sch didnt spend some huge some of $ inviting the external trainer... but i suppose his pretty interesting ways of speaking is smthing that i could keep in mind as a future reference.... k so maybe i did learn smthing afterall...

hmph my sis is like complaining that she made A SINGLE mistake in her math paper today... like hellow... thinking back i realised that my bio paper is soooo lousy that i honesty could have failed... like not funny loh... and she had like wat??? 45 mins to check her paper???? like hello? all my years in taking exams/tests since p1 i never ever had that much time left over to check??? lol she's complaining the paper's too easy... valid complain though... since u'd always wish that the paper was hard so that everybody die rather then have an easy paper and then have everyone get 100 marks and make even ppl with just a few mistakes look real bad... well at least that's the sort of thinking that'll hold true for ppl that're pretty gd but still not quite the top yet... like me... oh wells... i'm talking nonsense again... hopefully my above statemenst aint offending anybody's sis or bro who was also taking today's paper though... :S

but seriously... i think my sis takes things toooooo seriously... and she's too stressed out (though she pretends not to be)... oh wells... till next tues it is... than she'll have to learn how to make templates and stuff so that she can make me a blogskin:D whereas i... lol... wat will i do? let me review my list again (with added hw :S ):
1. try to learn a bit of graphic design & animation skills
2. set up some website that talks abt smthing proper
3. cca open hse posters etc has to be done SOON, open hse is nxt fri *gasp*
4. pw op (damn) and i & r
5. sew finish the handphone pouch
6. read all the story books etc that i've already borrowed

FREEDOM

yup, freedom, however temporary... it shd still be treasured...

been surfing the net aimlessly and randomly yest... and wondering what i shd do during my free time for the rest of the year... i mean, i want an aim or some sort of a goal... and something that's totally not related to sch work... well here's some possible stuff i'll be doing:

1. finish making that handphone pouch i started long ago
2. build a nice and proper webpage
3. attempt to make some proper graphics/animations

hmm my sis is planning to make blogskins after her psle... how cool is that??? lol... gotta go something that's at least just as cool to match up... lol...

but anyway i was thinking of making a webby so that i can up in all the stuff i've been saving in my other blog all together, and also to put up my sis's blog skins... haha i made her promise to make me a chem one... :P

anyway troops, go find my other blog... this entry will appear much longer there... lol!

The Battlefield

Oh the never ending battle
Lives lost, broken
Snuffed out, in a single breath
Shockwaves and tremours, that fail to go past
The protective barrier.

Suppressed.
Unknown.
Gone with the wind
All for nothing.

Forgotten.

haiz

hols are ending and so am i...

last weekend wasnt very well spent... well actually i spent a lot of time sleeping and trying to recover from like sudden bouts of fever plus my sorethroat that actually got worst:S and sunday night and mon was spent on finishing my econs essay which i actually managed to finish on time (yay!)... not tt my teacher will collect on mon but anyways its still an achievement... and oh yeah pw... thks a lot to sand who really put in a lot of effort into the report, thks so much!

and tues... yeah spent a lot of time zzzing... like most of the day... only did some work of wedn... SOME... only did a few pathetic qns on apgp... sighz... and thurs was pretty much wasted.... yay so chem test next week and i've barely started... sighz...

blergh. dun feel like bloggin anymore... ciao.

wah

ok... so i did the gp 1100 words thingy till week 8... and i haven touched my math and chem... and gp compre test tmr... and i haven finish the aq which was long overdue... life.

unknown

ice-climbing today... fun but tiring... but it really reminds me that i shd contorl my eating and start moving (and studying) didnt manged to climb to the top... too unfit i guess... since... but i still prefer rock climbing... more fun i think... ice-climbing on an artificail wall at least, can get kinda boring since u are just doing the same thing over and over and over and over again... i mean u can improve ur teachnique and stuff... but its repeating the same move going up... unlike rock climbing where u have to find a way up, since the handholds, footholds and even gradient of the surface u are climbing on varies as u climb... of cos both of which i'm comparing are artificial sufaces... not the actual ones...

yeah... been reading up a puny bit for the research hw for h3 chem... maybe i'll post some useful stuff on my other blog later... so maybe u'll want to take a look... provided u know the location of cos:D

wat's up next week...:
chem week
relax week?!? (so that the week after u go mad cos u relax too much??!?!?!?)
gp compre test on mon
math ass due on mon (die die die!!!)
econs test on mkt structures on thurs
chem carbonyl cpds tut on mon

also...
maths test sometime soon... on intergration!?!?!?! DIE!
i'm really really dead for maths... single digit % lah... at the rate i'm going... i'm not even going to get into any uni... much less any scholarship... SH!T when will i stop dreaming and start working towards my dreams?!?!?

zzz

sometime i wonder wat i've done to myself. on one hand, things are really great, on the other, things are dying... and yet on another face, i'm aint really performing as badly as expected, in fact the performance was still on par considering my previous standings in sch...

ibn's really damn fun i tell ya... if u even want to try ur hand at research work, go ibn yups:D haha yest my mentor treated me to a drink... ;) how nice of him... haha:D

oh the other hand, stuff like pw and cca is just plain dying... and of cos... my maths is jus like... dead.

and the in btws would be like the rest of my subs... and h3 chem... :S i gotta make sure i pass my maths in promos otherwise i'll be forced to drop smthing... :S and now i'm getting worried... cos h3 chem is really late in the wk and in the day... last wk i napped during the lect, which is certainly not a gd sign... haix... arghs, how???????

anyway, gp is getting to be pretty gd... wished our teacher was here to teach us before the hols as well... :S anyway, can tell that she certainly has read a lot... she even knows some egs from science that the average person would most likely not know of... ok maybe it might have came out in the papers before... but provided u have been faithfully reading every single word in the papers daily... yeah... was reading the two bks she lent our class just now... finished the bk called a brave new world already... a very short book lah... quite interesting, sci fic, but i prefer the other bk... since its my fav type... sci non-fic but in the form of stories...:D my fav bedtime storybks!!! only read until like pg 70+ but its really interesting... and somehow the author suddenly goes abt to talk abt evolution and deep time etc... i.e. those stuff we have been learning in bio:D haha... a plague of frogs, so the bk is called... i would strongly recommend ya to read it... useful in gp and bio... plus its a really interesting read lah... yup:D

haiz... i wonder wat tmr has installed for me... :S

life's like this

wasted by weekend away... basically did nothing productive save for reading my econs notes.... but i found out that i'm still quite lost anyway, mainly because i hadnt been paying much attention in lects since the previous topic so i hafta go read up on the previous topic b4 i haf any hope of understanding fully the current lect notes...

anyway, bio prac today waas pretty alright... erm ya... gp was fine... the essay topics were mostly on sci although some of them are like religon and arts in it... but i didnt chose those so there... haha chose the one with the evolution thingy... cos we jus had bio lect on evolution like 5 mins ago... was pretty gd lah... the more i wrote the more points i had to write... lol if only the common test was like dat... but then again, this is counted in promos whereas the common test is not.... strange huh? heh... hope i didnt write out of point though... cos the more i wrote, i started to ignore one part of the qn completely... haix:S

hw to do:
finish up bio prac
do maths remedial qns!!!
write research plan for srp by wedn
do chem tutSSSSSSSSSSSSs and chem focus!
read chem lect notes
read econs lect notes
do maths ass
do maths tutsss
do bio tut
do weiqi timeline and proposal

wonderful.


btw, if you are free, pls go visit this link!!!

sigh

kinda screwed up today... getting lost in econs cos i haven been reading my lect notes... haven dont a single chem or any hw either.... its like i'm so tired i just fall asleep the moment i get home each day... sux...
then was chem prac.... didnt have time to finish writing the stuff down at all, plus i forgot the write the color change at end point AGAIN!!! DARN ME!
how the heck am i gonna pass my actual a lvl spa in wk 6 i have absolutly no idea...
and chem h3... it was interesting really, but i was just too tired tt i couldnt help it but fall asleep during part of the lect... i really gotta read my lect note multiple times and probly buy that bk by patrick otherwise i aint gonna survive h3 chem either...
arghs, so much stuff to do, and i still have comp on this sat and sun so basically my WHOLE weekend is gone.
GREAT.

random funny stuff

If you're going through hell, keep going. - Winston Churchill

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables you to laugh at life's realities.
Dr. Seuss

men are like toilets, some are vacant, some are engaged, while the rest are just full of sh!t...
anon
*no offence intended, heard it from my sis n tot its real funny*

random blog thing...

I've been tagged!
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY mich.

Currents
Current Mood: stoned
Current Taste: erm... maybe chocs... or sushi... yeah... some raw salmon... yeah.
Current Clothes: rj school blouse and FBT shorts.
Current Desktop: the most common windows xp desktop pic u know the one with this patch of green grass on a slope or smthing and the sky on top...? yeah... tt's the one
Current Toenail Colour: normal
Curent Time: 10.56pm
Current Surroundings: a room in my house in singapore in planet earth
Current Annoyances: horrible ct results plus lack of motivation to study despite knowing full well that i'll die a horrible death if i dun
Current Thoughts: how to make myself start doing hw

First
First Best Friends: erm...? in pri sch... superficial 'best' friends... if you count erm
First Crush: ??? i think it was in kindergarden when i first crushed an ant with my shoe... you know when standing on the hdb block voideck waiting for the sch bus to come... u can get prety bored u know...
First Movie: cant remember lah...
First Lie: er? u think my memory is so gd? tyty...
First Music: kindergarden songs... either that or sunday sch songs... whichever...

Lasts
Last Cigarette: strangly i remember there was some day i woke up remembering a dream 'bout me smoking... so that's probably the 1st one... never in rl though LOL
Last Drink: H20 and by that, i mean the plain H2O u get from boiling tap water... though it isnt pure H2O due to all the impurities and stuff...
Last Car Ride: this morning to school
Last Crush: erm... i think its another ant... probably at the dinner table or smthing... for some strange reason my house has A LOT of ants... their nos. seem to have decrease a lil now but still....
Last Movie: last yr... whale riders... for geog cultural landscapes options
Last Phone Call: my mum called me just now... yeah...
Last CD played: Retro hits... cant remember the no.
Last song played: graduation day by vit c from album called friends forever

Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: nope
Have you ever broken the law: define law...
Have you ever been arrested: well i've been rested b4 but i dunnoe 'bout arested... does that mean one rested or wat?
Have you ever skinny-dipped: ? er no... i'm darn fat now... the last time i was skinny? er... maybe in pri 1... so obviously i haven skinny d... d wat?
Have you ever been on TV: yeah my face appeared for a few seconds for going to IBN's 1st ever open house...
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: nope

5 things you are wearing: specs, clothes, clothes, clothes, clothes
4 things you done today: went to sch, left my chem lect notes at home, ate lunch, went home, came online ok that's five but oh wells
3 things you can hear right now: fan, yet another fan, and the comp (and by fan i mean the electrical applicance)
1 thing u do when you're bored: play!

I TAG erm... whoever who comes to read this blogeh... oh yeah yinster! yesh yesh how could i forget abt you...:D!

zzzzzz

been really tiring these few days...e sp with all the rushing for pw and weiqi stuff... sighz... still got this essay to do for gp:( sighz... supposed to hand up a ws to my teacher today... but in the end i forgot... lol.... :P

Jokes

England v Brazil:

It is just before the England v Brazil match. Ronaldinho goes into theBrazilian changing room to find all his teammates looking a bit glum.

"What's up?" he asks.

"Well, we're having trouble getting motivated for this game. We know it's important but it's only England. They're sh*te and we can't be bothered."

Ronaldinho looks at them and says, "Well, I reckon I can beat them by myself. You lads go down the pub."

So Ronaldinho goes out to play England by himself and the rest of the Brazilian team go off for a few jars.

After a few pints they wonder how the game is going, so they get the landlord to put the teletext on. A big cheer goes up as the screen reads " Brazil 1 - England 0 (Ronaldinho 10 minutes)". He is beating England all by himself!

Anyway, a few pints later and the game is forgotten until someone remembers, "It must be full time now, let's see how he got on." They put the teletext on.

"Result from the Stadium 'Brazil 1 (Ronaldinho 10 minutes) - England 1 (Lampard 89 minutes)."

They can't believe it; he has single-handedly got a draw against England!! They rush back to the Stadium to congratulate Ronaldinho. They find him inthe dressing room, still in his gear, sitting with his head in his hands.

He refuses to look at them. "I've let you down, I've let you down."

"Don't be daft, you got a draw against England, all by yourself. And theyonly scored at the very, very end!"

"No, no, I have, I've let you down. I got sent off after 12 minutes."



well actually i do hope that england would will, though brazil is certainly a more likely candidate... can't wait till next sunday:D

on another note, ct's are finally over!
YAY!

zzzzzz

You Are a Chow Puppy

Don't fence me in! You're an independent spirit that won't be tied down.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

From:
http://www.blogthings.com/quizzes/

sick of cts

You Are Wind

Strong and overpowering A force to be reckoned with, no one dares cross you You have the power to change everything around you You are best known for: your wrath Your dominant state: commanding

What Type of Weather Are You?

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male

You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Riddles

This thing all things devours:
Birds, beasts, trees, flowers;
Gnaws iron, bites steel;
Grinds hard stones to meal;
Slays king, ruins town
And beats high mountain down.






Ans:
Time

Alive without breath,
As cold as death;
Never thirsty,
ever drinking,
All in mail never clinking.








Ans:
Fish

Voiceless it cries,
Wingless flutters,
Toothless bites,
Mouthless mutters.








Ans:
Wind

Quotes and riddles

Today is a gift, that's why its called the present



It cannot be seen, cannot be felt,
Cannot be heard, cannot be smelt.
It lies behind stars and under hills,
And empty holes it fills.
It comes first and follows after,
Ends life, kills laughter.





Ans:
Darkness

srp

started srp yesterday... spent like 70% of my day undergoing ttrainings and briefing and settling other admin stuff... and the rest of the time i didnt have much stuff to do, since my mentor was discussing with another student...

today i started work proper... made some stupid/careless mistakes but on the whole it was still alright... also went nus to collect my libbrary card... they dun have any expiry date/anything abt the card expiring written on the card/ on their information booklets/websites/anywhere else... so i'm assumming that its like a lifetime membership or smthing likedat:D well it'll better be... otherwise i'll barely have time to use it! hols are gone... when sch reopens after cts we might as well start our engines and get ready for promos... nov and dec hols are also gone... next year will be a lvls... lol... really gotta find time eh....?

oh wells.

gp

gp test today... plain horrid.... halfway through my essay and i realised that my essay was ultra short and had no points... reading though the compre only to realise that i've never heard of wat ever the passage is trying to talk abt until... like today... looking and the qns and realise that u cant even understand the 1st qn.

how wonderful....

absolute

pw. Mostly a bunch of noobs and idoits who either refuse to contribute or is always absent or just goes about doing their own stuff without bothering abt the rest and giving others absolutly NO chance to help out, and worst still, cant even be bothered to put in any effort. not even bothering to send others the gpp despite like 1 MILLION reminders. trying to be gang-ho and steal all the credit by not even giving other a chance to do any work but doing a HORRID job out of everything. F*** u all!!! u guys might as well go and die cos i think it totally defeats the purpose of working in a group as a group... we might as well all do individual work and u can go screw up YOUR OWN project for all i care, dun screw up MINE.

go ahead and try, i'm sure u'll have a -1000% sucess rate. - anon

wonderful translations:S

go visit the webbys
http://community.livejournal.com/engrish/164141.html
http://www.rahoi.com/2006/03/may-i-take-your-order.php
http://www.rahoi.com/2004/11/random-manglish.php

LOL

Drinking aint the answer... But it sure does make you forget the question...

hols!

lalala hols again today... went for chorale concert yest... it was great...! really fantastic! those peeps really sung me to heaven:D

plan for the weekend...:
1. sleep
2. slack
3. do chem tut
4. play!
5. find out if there's other hw to be done and hopefully finish it...

bleh

weird time to blog as usual... feeling sick now but my parent wont let me skip sch tmr it seems:S sighz

hmm...

we write to taste life twice
in the moment and in retrospection - Anais Nin

always do right
this will gratify some people and astonish the rest. - Mark Twain

profile

lol... that thing didnt turn out too well... cos i wrote it in prose rather than just writing the songs/books only... and some books got commas in the title... lol... oh wells... cant be bother to change it...

hmmm

so this is my third blog... wonder how alive i'll keep this place really... cos like i can only be bothered to blog in one place... oh wells... try looking for my other blogs! lol... and tell me if u find them... really... cos that means that ur're really smart yeah... unless of cos u are one of my close friends/my sis, i personally believe that it's quite impossible to find my other blogs... so there!