one big mess

one big mess
that just abt describes the state of everything... my table and my room is just one huge mess, and my comp room is probably worst then that... gaaaaaaaaah well everything is kinda messed up... my cca stuff, my hw, my mental state...... k watevers.

sick and tired of something that will never end.

wkend

so... i got another bk abt sats.... well i dunnoe wat for lah... i mean, i already have one book (though i got that like sooo long ago) plus i dunnoe if i'll really read it plus i'm not even sure if i'm taking sats...

well basically i'm not sure wat i'm gonna study in uni, where i'm gonna study... etc... well i guess u get the idea... like its sorta useless to take sats when u arent going to us right? granted u can improve ur english when studying for sats... and hence the reason i just brought the book regardless of whether i'll be taking sats in the end anyways... well... i'm attempting to learn some new words... well at least i'm trying...

hmm... did i mention that my printer is going on strike? i dunnoe what's wrong with it lah... its like... everything is working fine, but only provided you can turn it on. yeah, most of the time it refuses to on... esp when i need it most... haiz... anyways looks like we have to go printer shopping soon... i believe nowadays the printers shd be quite affordable... and they've got stuff like printer scanner and photocopier all in one kinda stuff which could turn out to be rather useful...

hw due on monday:
econs essay
bio mock spa (study!)
chem tut qns 1,9 and 10 to be handed up...
erm... that's all i can think of.... for now....

Weird blogging times FTW!

the internet connection now is real fast yay!

wats up this wk

so h3 chem ended early today, for once omg! it ended at like 4.40 when the official ending time is like 5.15...! well the past few lects we've been ending at like 5 but 4.40? that's totally unheard of in h3 chem ok! yup anyway we were learining abt isomerism and there was all that stuff abt newman projection and fisher projection! yay man! finally those stuff i briefly read up on like 2 years ago were being used!!! it was real cool lah, too happy and excited to fall asleep lol:P

anyway, i've been making some pathetic efforts to study some stuff for sats... the english is damn hard lah i tell you! like all the words are so foreign to me... sheesh if only i had stuck with doing the 1000words book we had for gp last yr... it would have definately helped lah. sighz.

speaking of which, my essay writing skills from last year has completely gone down the drain... and i will not elaborate on it...:(

secrets stolen, from deep inside
the second hand unwinds...

PS: <3 ya all troopers!

Quote of the wk: Live life as if its your last day, learn as if its your 1st.

wheeee!

weird sleeping times ftw! lol anyway, the internet is MUCH faster now sia... like it only took me half an hour to get done what would normally take me more then an hour... cool:)

so naughty me went out with my sis today:) to orchard to play:) took us quite a while cos we were happily talking while eating... but yeah i hardly get to see her at home nowadays... and like tues is the only day that i can go meet her after sch since like every other day she has trainings... well today oso have lah but she goes for weiqi instead of swimming:) yay:) well it was quite rush lah, but at least we had some time together + we got some goodies from taka:P:)

lol nowadays i think my sis is even more tired than i am lah... sheesh! i refuse to think of what would happen to her when pts start coming in... k but she IS a lot more disciplined then i was and am... so maybe she'll survive after all...

k gp compre test in a while... time for me to finish the bio prac and go sleep... but maybe no time to sleep liao lah lol:P

words to remember

philanthropist: lover of mankind; doer of good
ponderous: weighty; unwieldy
precocious: advanced in development
esoteric: hard to understand; known only to the chosen few
hedonist: one who believes that pleasure is the sole aim in life
advocate: urge, plead for

xenophobia: fear of strangers/foreigners

wk end!

so the weekends are here... going to visit pariliment on mon... and tues got cca meeting... oh wells. at least i have half of today and a sunday to make use of.

time flies.

so, the sch has FINALLY like set up and online system... not sure if its gonna be widely used though...

so sec sch cca starts nxt wk... wanna go back to orchard with my sis nxt tues... lol... b4 i get too tired and busy i guess...

time
ticking by
sliping through my fingers
leaving me behind
time files.

"you can be better then you think you are, if only you try"

so my class gotta new gp teacher... she's gd lah... very active, enthu, and yes real pretty too. but honestly i've yet to meet someone like her... someone who's so... erm... outspoken but in a nice and yeah seriously arh, i've never had a more animated teacher yar... gp essay test tmr.. sux man... i hope there will be some qn which is do-able for me lah... yah like the essay qns she gave us that day are all like so hard for me to write on... i think the essay i wrote is like really crappy lah:(
haiz, and like trial nafa is tmr... seriously gonna die for standing broad jump man sadness... cannot jump for nuts lah... somemore its always the case whereby my 1st jump is still ok, then the more i jump the worst it gets man... like i'll end up landing too early or jumping too low or smthing... yeah. and yeah have to like run 4 and a half rounds in 12 mins... which is quite impossible for me considering i took 11min and 45 sec to run 4 rounds... wah:(

hw due tmr:
-maths ass (finished yay!)
-econs tut (prep essay outline for class) status: undone:(, better do b4 she kicks ppl outta e class!

hw due some other day:
-econs essay...
-gp jounals... shd have at least two articles by now so i'd better start today...
-chem tut...
-vectors tut

start of the wk

things were... erm... fine today... printer has went on strike... my dad's gotta buy a new one like real soon... oter then that... oh yeah, i'm so gonna get a big bad scolding from some math teacher for not doing my hw real soon:( sighz... man i sux:(

on another note... there pe tmr and like nafa trail is coming real soon :( and i put on sooo much weight in the hols that i seriously hope i dont get into taf club or watever they haf here.... :( :S

nothing +ve to say today haiz:(

hmm

so sch has started again..... danm fast i tell ya...
test and stuff all schedued and essays to be written... well at least i did really waste my hols aways... no doubt thks to my attachment. did extrememly little in terms of revision though. sighz.
so wat's there to be said here?
plently of hw undone... but hopefully u'll see more of me this yr... dunnoe.
sighz.

if

if only.

attachment at ibn... is gd... yeah. worried that i might not finish everything... but at least i've got the 1st set of data out and ready. all that srp and ssef forms and ats forms... arghs... darn troublesome... going back to sch tmr to look for a teacher... to get her to sign the srp form... *hopefull* she IS in sch... she didnt reply to my email n i dont have her other contacts lah... :S

finally signed up for ssef today... and then i heard tt the registration dateline has been extended the second after i finish signing up... lol... oh wells... anyways... sort of... erm... finally... kinda settled my project title... yeah i really like it... sounds grand and erm... interesting... and a bit gpish... but oh wells... i like it:)

sighz... the ats form... kinda troublesome to fill up... haiz... shall bother abt tt later... haiz...

brrrrrrp

hmm... attachment started on mon... pretty alright... been doing lit search whole of yest n tis afternoon... kinda tiring... esp when u know that u probably already found more then half of all the papers in the whole that could help you... and the other half of the papers remain elusivly out of reach... and when the half u have is only like 13 papers... and that they cannot help slove the problem which sparked the lit search in the 1st place:S
ks in other words... the lit search thus far hasnt really helped...

ks watever... there's better stuff to talk abt then that...

lab... plenty of new ppl... its getting a tat toooo crowded... and the machine that my whole experiment is based on (i.e. no machine=noexperiment n results) is oso being used by several other ppl... so its no longer like last time when i'm like the sole user and can run experiments morn, afternoon and night...

so many stuff to bother abt... all the application forms for ssef and a star ts... gotta get them sorted out somehow sometime b4 dec... and all the cca stuff that i have completey chunked aside... and comps too... sighz... and sch work... arghs.

dont remind me anymore... y do i even bother listing them out?

OP IS OVER

PW OP IS OVER!!! well i haven done the i&r... but wells that's not the point....

lol...

but now that op is over, its time to pack my rm and wat not... or rather... my table, two book shelfs, the comp table, two beds, and two other tables in the comp rm... k watever... i just have the clear up like all the mess i made before, during and after my exams... oh wells...

planning to go out with sand and wx tmr... heh i wonder how that will turn out:P

srp starting next week... gotta go do my holiday hw... haiz... penalty for getting two Ses... sheesh... really sucks man... i still have no idea how i managed to flung econs soooo badly lah... dam me...

arghs

chem spa tmr... arghs... c=c is electron rich and will attack the bromine molecule... arghs...sick of studying for chem spa... but i'm only like less then halfway through??? whee so fun... -.-'''

sch's out

last day of sch... erm yest? haha.. came homea nd slept at like... 7? so i'm like wide akae now... though i shd be sleeping soon if i dun wanna fall asleep while cycling/shopping tmr... lol... go figure...

i wonder how much $ i'm gonna spend tmr... probly be looking out for some shirts or shorts... cos i suddenly realised how many shirts i've grown too fat for and how few shorts i have since hols are coming... when there's sch u wouldnt realise there's such a prob since in like a whole week if i even get to wear outside clothes once then i'll be considered... erm.... lucky? depending on where i'm going to that is... lol..

hmm

open hse is over... real nice seeing my junior again... talked to her for like 3 or 4 hrs lol:P she came at like 10 plus and i made her stay to entertain me until she went back to rg for her options... time flies. rj has become such a familar place to me already. a second home. i still miss rg though, but my memories of it are most sadly already starting to slip away. time and tide waits for no man. sighz. i really miss rg... the food there, the aircon classrms, the computers everywhere, the nice and homely environment... just abt everything. even pts and projects are much better then memorising stuff for spa. sheesh.

time to read the books i borrowed, finish up my art work. do all the crafting i wanted, do puzzles etc... and also time to read ahead on my sciences, catch up on all my maths, and plan for my cca... sighz... an endless cycle. when will this ever end?

!@#@*&*$#&%*@

today was a lousy day... yeah... pw op breifing was nonsense... the ccal thingy was pretty nonsense as well... and i still haf to wake up early to go for it tmr:( sighz... all the speaker did was to complile all that i already know into a nice lil speech... and i serioualy hoped that our sch didnt spend some huge some of $ inviting the external trainer... but i suppose his pretty interesting ways of speaking is smthing that i could keep in mind as a future reference.... k so maybe i did learn smthing afterall...

hmph my sis is like complaining that she made A SINGLE mistake in her math paper today... like hellow... thinking back i realised that my bio paper is soooo lousy that i honesty could have failed... like not funny loh... and she had like wat??? 45 mins to check her paper???? like hello? all my years in taking exams/tests since p1 i never ever had that much time left over to check??? lol she's complaining the paper's too easy... valid complain though... since u'd always wish that the paper was hard so that everybody die rather then have an easy paper and then have everyone get 100 marks and make even ppl with just a few mistakes look real bad... well at least that's the sort of thinking that'll hold true for ppl that're pretty gd but still not quite the top yet... like me... oh wells... i'm talking nonsense again... hopefully my above statemenst aint offending anybody's sis or bro who was also taking today's paper though... :S

but seriously... i think my sis takes things toooooo seriously... and she's too stressed out (though she pretends not to be)... oh wells... till next tues it is... than she'll have to learn how to make templates and stuff so that she can make me a blogskin:D whereas i... lol... wat will i do? let me review my list again (with added hw :S ):
1. try to learn a bit of graphic design & animation skills
2. set up some website that talks abt smthing proper
3. cca open hse posters etc has to be done SOON, open hse is nxt fri *gasp*
4. pw op (damn) and i & r
5. sew finish the handphone pouch
6. read all the story books etc that i've already borrowed

FREEDOM

yup, freedom, however temporary... it shd still be treasured...

been surfing the net aimlessly and randomly yest... and wondering what i shd do during my free time for the rest of the year... i mean, i want an aim or some sort of a goal... and something that's totally not related to sch work... well here's some possible stuff i'll be doing:

1. finish making that handphone pouch i started long ago
2. build a nice and proper webpage
3. attempt to make some proper graphics/animations

hmm my sis is planning to make blogskins after her psle... how cool is that??? lol... gotta go something that's at least just as cool to match up... lol...

but anyway i was thinking of making a webby so that i can up in all the stuff i've been saving in my other blog all together, and also to put up my sis's blog skins... haha i made her promise to make me a chem one... :P

anyway troops, go find my other blog... this entry will appear much longer there... lol!

The Battlefield

Oh the never ending battle
Lives lost, broken
Snuffed out, in a single breath
Shockwaves and tremours, that fail to go past
The protective barrier.

Suppressed.
Unknown.
Gone with the wind
All for nothing.

Forgotten.

haiz

hols are ending and so am i...

last weekend wasnt very well spent... well actually i spent a lot of time sleeping and trying to recover from like sudden bouts of fever plus my sorethroat that actually got worst:S and sunday night and mon was spent on finishing my econs essay which i actually managed to finish on time (yay!)... not tt my teacher will collect on mon but anyways its still an achievement... and oh yeah pw... thks a lot to sand who really put in a lot of effort into the report, thks so much!

and tues... yeah spent a lot of time zzzing... like most of the day... only did some work of wedn... SOME... only did a few pathetic qns on apgp... sighz... and thurs was pretty much wasted.... yay so chem test next week and i've barely started... sighz...

blergh. dun feel like bloggin anymore... ciao.