Tuesday, March 31, 2009

happiness!

lalala. here comes the procrasinator (spelling?).
super happy today, thanks linddy :)

on another note, exams are coming yet again, and ma is gng china for a short holiday with my dad so i'll have to wash the clothes irons the clothes, make breakfast lunch dinner for my sis n myself starting friday! FRIDAY! so fast sia. i haven even learn to use the washing machine yet -.-
yah, i'm not a very helpful person in the house i know. normally my job scope is just wash the dishes aft dinner and sometimes help vacumn (after ma yell at me 10 times) the living room/other rooms besides my own.

japanese oral n listening next week! so fast sia! a bit scary leh... the oral will be RECORDED somemore!!!!!!! for wat reasons i have no idea...
also our 107 lecturer just told us that the exams for that sub will consist of MCQs ONLY, EXCLUSIVELY. i dunnoe whether to jump for joy or be scared. he say it'll be harder than the previous years somemore. MCQs means no need to memorise anything. just have the concept enough le, BUT MCQs means its gonna be super tricky, and i'm quite careless at times... :S

apart from that nothing much happening in RL. lots of stuff in the virtual world but i've decided to keep this blog out of those...

RAWRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

ntu open house

went out with my darling junior to ntu open hse yest. me, yin, sw and her friend, showed them ard ntu library, the food court, ard my sch lobby, the classrooms... at 1st wanted to go nus with her today and meet with wanling too, but after yesterday i was so tired... :P shall print out all my lect notes nicely and not wait till the lsat min like usual.

exams on the 14,15,20,22,28 or april (or smthing like that) 1 month left only omg! time flies too fast, esp when u are having fun and slacking ard. its like the term time is way too short! this time cant afford to study an average of 2 hours for each sub anymore. stuff like metabolism got quite some bit to remember. have to remember all the reactants and enzymes for stuff like calvins cycle and so on, and a lot of formulas too. bleh. cant slack so much already...

pa gng china for his work stuff on 22nd march i think? and ma will join him for 1 week at the end too. not sure what time she gng (or rather, i forgot) but they coming back on the 12th or 13th, like JUST before my exams :P

poor yin tho, she need to wake up EARLY for sch. luckily she found out that she can wake up with her hp, else... i dunnoe... hey i'm NOT gnna wake up at 5+ to wake her up! :P so bad rite...?

oh wells, that's all i have to say. for now.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

long time no see!

OMG! just realised my last entry was LAST year! Gosh! didnt realise i've been neglecting my blog for so long!

several things happened since the last time i blogged...
1) sch reopened
2) my laptop graphic card got burnt (thk god its still under warrenty) and it was in hospital for a week ++ waiting for the new stock of graphic cards to arrive
3) had a mid term 1 week break
4) break ended and sch reopened (again) yesterday
and oh 5) yesterday some indonesian chinese from ntu, sch of triple E, a 4th year student, went crazy, stabbed his professor, slit his wrist, and jumped down 5 storeys to his death...

okies. and now no. 6) i have a quiz tmr, and japanese lessons in an hour so i ought to go buy some food now so i wont be flipping thru my TB looking for how to say hungry in japanese later on... :S :P

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Some songs

Some nice songs, done maple story style :)



[MMV]Truly, Madly, Deeply, - Cascada




MMV: Miracle




MMV: Famous Last Words




MMV - My Love





MMV - I don't wanna be in love





Toybox- Best Friends mmv





Toybox- Best Friends mmv




MMV : Boom Boom Boom Boom

new year is coming

back from holiday in china! photos coming up when i'm not feeling lazy. lol.

sch timetable n results still not out et... grrrrr.... its getting me on the edge not knowing how well (or badly) i've done...

new favourite song of mine. found it when browsing videos on you tube.

"Everytime We Touch"
Artist: Cascada

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

Original version:



Maple MMV: "Everytime We Touch"


Remix:


MMV - Everytime We Touch

Monday, December 08, 2008

hmmm

did i say that exams are over? yes exams are over long ago and wedn is the day to pick our next sem's timetable.

i decided on taking jap 1 and some psycology course for my electives. 2 electives this time round. hope i wont be so bored.

off to shanghai, nanjing n suzhou on sunday... sighz. its supposed to be a holiday, but i aint quite looking forward to it. sighz.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

troop outing again!

lol, i meant to blog abt it right after we go out, but as usual i forgot. -.-'''

so the troopers went out last thursday, me ash sandra mich n joy to suntec swensens for dinner :) it was really fun catching up and gossiping on ms nair's bf LOL then we went to sit ard the fountain of weath n watch the laser lights display with loud loud music n ppl walking ard the fountains in the middle (after the laser light display ended) for *weath*. lol ash says it looks like some cult activity LOL. suntec city cult! with people walking ard the fountain religously. the laser light display i found it rather normal, but i like the ending part where they light up the whole fountain in pink/blue/watever colour u have, and there's lights on the floor showing yellow. i thought that effect was great, too bad i forgot to br my cam. took a picture with my hp though.

maybe i shd make a seperate blog for putting all the random pictures i took. next time i guess, and if i have enough pics. ;)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

*Gasp* Its an Update!!!

haha! an update!

the story thus far...:

its the exams period now. 3 papers down n two more to go. 1st up was intro bio n econs, both of which were doable. then was org chem yest. arghs stupid me made like 3 or 4 careless mistakes already and cos the huge slacker didnt study the reactions properly she couldnt do parts of the synthesis qns. synthesis as in like... making of chemicals.

sound new songs i got addicted to:
(new as in, not new out in the market, but songs i just discovered, i.e. new to me)

Pictures of You
by The Last Goodnight
Album: Poison Kiss

This is the clock up on the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl

This is the war that’s never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son


(Chorus)
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be


There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call


This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry


Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be


Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me


We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing


Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be


Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been






Shadow Of The Day
By Linkin Park

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way


[Chorus]
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]



In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way
[Chorus]

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you



And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
[End Chorus]



Both songs are rather slow, which is kinda contary to what usually go for. well pictures of you is not that slow lah, but shadow of the day is a really really slow song, and soft at the beginning too. esp slow n soft at the beginning. i downloaded the song long ago but never got past the 1st 20 seconds of the song. it was only the other day they were playing it in sch i think (playing the the canteen, got no choice cant change song) that i actually listened to the entire song. went back home and randomly played some songs when i was bored and kinda forced myself to listen to the entire song, and surprisingly realised that the music got louder and kinda darker as the time passed. pictures of you is the song that is currently stuck in my head and refusing to leave tho. chanced upon it while randomly playing all the songs in my comp. my sis downloaded it but i never listened to the song before till abt a week ago. lol. both songs are like uber outdated now i bet, but who cares? i dont like listening to the radio for new songs, ever since that time i spent like 2-3 hours listening for any songs that sounds nice and didnt find ANY. lol.

(i shd paragraph all my text better, makes things easier to read doesnt it?)

speaking of songs, some CDs they are advertising for on TV has some nice songs i know, esp this CD with all the oldies (the one with carpenters on top of the world). next time i go to the bookshop i gotta checkout the song titles on the CD. also, anyone knows what's the music for the Central (the shopping center) advert? i like that song/music! lol. hmm shd go google it, i'm sure someone would have asked it somehwere...

ok, i shd sleep soon. the cough syrup i took is making me drowzy.

Friday, October 24, 2008

troop outing to ikea!

yupz the troops finally met up today! been soooo long since i last seen mich, and soooo long since we last meet up 2gether. the last troop meeting was during wx's farewell... really long long ago sia...

went ikea... cos mich got craving for chocolate moose at ikea! haha, we all ate chocolate moose but ikea's cheese cake is good too... that's for next time haha. sadly mich got lect after that :( bloody lect literally and figuratively. lol. then sandra needed to get some halloween custume stuff, so went (me ash n sandra) trooped down to far east to look for halloween outfits! wahaha! the shoppping part was blah tho... not many shops + not much choices + way over priced. like this cheap cardboard hat is like wat... 15 bucks and this piece of pvc vest going for 12bucks??? daylight robbery sia. somemore the quality sux i bet i can make smthing much better at half to cost -.-|||

nice long weekend ahead. but exams are looming. the term here is too short... 12 weeks of lect/tuts... total of 17 weeks per term including term break. wow. rest of the time? slack during hols. hmm.

Friday, October 17, 2008

GAH!!!

Finishing up my stup!d @#$%#$ biophysical chem lab report... This is the stupidest report i've ever seen!!!! either the report is stup!d or i am, and i am incline to believe that it is the former. format of report: intro - standard, although its like copying the intro they gave up in the lab ws, but ok at least you can TRY to add in smthing new/diff

tables of results - duh its needed

disccussion of results - erm okies...

answer qns - NOW HERE COMES THE BIG BIG PROBLEM. the qns they ask are the only few things are can discuss abt in the discussion section!!!!!! Plus the qns itself would require u to repeat the same concepts over and over and over again!!!! wat kind of lab report is this? a testing of you r english skills to see how you can present the same thing in multiple different ways WHILE meaning its scientific accuracy??? with the qns they have asked, the discussion section becomes completely redundant! GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lab reports are really crappy in uni... like seriously man. involves of a lot using your own words to summarise from their handout kinda thing. -.-'''

wat's the point???

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I need a new blog skin!

Yes, i need a new blog skin, this one is just CMI, plus ahem i'm studying bio not chem...

sighz. loads of undone lab reports, exams from 12-27th nov... hopefully u guys will see a new blog skin b4 CNY next year :D hehe... or anyone free want to volunteer? :D :D

I'm from RJC, not RI(JC)!!! - A tribute to RGS

I'm from RJC, not RI(JC)!!!

lol... i'm real gald rgs hasnt joined in. it would have been really hard to merge all 3 schools currently anyways. one is in the north, the other in the south... but really rgs is way too different from the to be merged, from rj especially, since i ahem did not attend lessons at ri b4. totally diff uniform and sch badge, diff sch song (yes rgs has a sch SONG NOT an ANTHEM) and a really diff education system from rjc. seamless through train program? lol. it really wasnt that way during my time - which was just a year ago. topics that were covered in rg were completely retaught in rj. this is unlike nj whereby they teach the ip and non-ip students seperately and thus make it more seamless for the ip students (however it created a huge ip vs non-ip divide). a truly INTEGRATED program? i think its not possible... teaching styles have to change from a project based, hands on learning, to one that is more on drilling exam techniques, disecting/following the syllabus word for word... you name it... not to say that rjc down right sux, though i do not approve of their style of education, its just that the reality is such that they need to prepare students for this monster known as the GCE A lvls, and they only have a measily 1.5 years++ to do so. All that hype abt the 6 year program and so on, but still, Reality Hits. i wish rjc could have done things differently, but they chose those methods to prepare their students, and they do have their success stories to be proud of... that's just the way things are, nothing can suit everybody and sometimes u just end up being those that arent suited for somehting

for all those currently in rg/rj (well maybe it'll help those in ri too), here's some differences in their education system from what i have experienced... things are constantly changing of cos, but heres some word of advice i can give (*wonders if yinyi's friends still read my blog, else this will just help no one i guess*)

answering techniques: rgs does stress on it, esp in upper sec bio, but it becomes especially impt in rj/for As - use KEYWORDS. they are called KEYwords cos w/o those KEYwords, the door to marks for that qn wont open (i.e. u get zero)

in rgs, always elaborate, no elaboration = low/no marks.
come rj? just answer the qn. and by that, i mean JUST ANSWER THE QN!

e.g. :
Qn: Do you like to eat apples?
Answer needed in rgs: Yes, i love to eat apples because they are crucnhy, have a lot of vitamins, and are good for your health etc etc
RJ: Yes.

see the difference?
writing anymore than wat the qn requires of you means that you are just WASTING your time, and time management is very important in exams, just as the promotional exams, premlimenary exams, and A lvls.


teaching/learning methods
rgs: as long as you are willing to learn, they will teach as much as they can. (how much they CAN teach varies greatly from teacher to teacher, but generally they are all very nice and helpful. well. Generally that is... -.-''' there are always exceptions.) and even if there seems to be more exceptions than the norm we will still call them exceptions ok?

rj: anything out of the syllabus = dont teach or dont know

i found learning a lot more fun in rg... i was really struggling to maintain my interest in rj. well my advice is: try to find out wat you like... e.g. whether you like arts more, or sci that kinda thing. then stick with it and ENJOY the subject as much as you can in rgs. learning is supposed to be FUN, esp in rg. learn to love the subject and it will help u pass that 2 years. read as much as you can, there is NO SYLLABUS, EVER! read widely, build up your interest in rgs, better still read the A lvl syllabus ahead so that next time you have at least an inkling of wat they are teaching and it'll make things easier for you. of cos that !#$@#$@ A lvl monster would limit most of us from reading much extra stuff in jc, but try to keep the flames and passion for the 'love' of ur life burning. its a great dismay when someone comes and put out the flames like they did to mine... nvrmind i shant talk abt such sad things now. but i know a lot of ppl who cant figure out what they like... either they like everything or they hate everything. sry i dont have much advice on what to do if u are those sort of ppl, but try to feel which subject you like. are you happier when reading abt a particular subject? do you enjoy doing the hw from a particular sub better? or do you enjoy a particular lesson more?*** identify wat u like more as early as possible (just like how u identified wat NOT to take in sec 3)... of cos tastes and preferences changes, but still it makes things easier when u are liking smthing, so why not take the easy way out?

***its a bit misleading at times, cos teacher influence whether a lesson is enjoyable or not. teachers can make you love the subject to death, yet they can also change the love of your life into your most hated subject... beware of the 'evil' teachers lol...

ok. i think i rambled a lot, now for something more useful: rgs goes by the modular system. learn a few topics, test, and forget abt the topics FOREVER...! (or is it really FOREVER???) when test comes, we always ask: sa or fa? (summative or formative accessment?) summative? must study!!! formative? aiya heck lah, go do hw/study for SAs

in rjc, difference no.:
1) topics taught MUST be remembered till the end of jc2 (or die a horrible death, u choose)
2) topics that you learn from sec sch (and hapily forgot) are needed in jc! OUCH! e.g. math! remember ur differenciation, intergration, indices, log etc etc? ALL needed in jc also! unless u dont take math lah!
e.g. 2 for those taking bio: sec 4 (at least i did) learn mitosis and meiosis, than happily forgot 95% of it? heh, those 2 topics in the A lvl syllabus sia, hope u didnt throw away ur rgs notes!
3) SA/FA??? eh? ????? all tests are counted leh, dont think its a formative and dun study for ur common test!

as the pionior batch of choo choo train ppl, we (as a batch) made the following mistakes (evident from our 1st common test):
1) think/treat it as FA, never study - die loh
2) think its not very important, dont leave enough time to study, end up cannot finish studying - also die loh
3) study! but then study and forget! cos of brain capacity only got enough space of 3 months worth of work, not half a year! OUCH! study last few topics, then forget the 1st few topics...
4) as term progress, learn one topic and forget the previous, overwhelmed by the amt of things that need to remember in common test....

then of cos a lot of us cant answer qns properly - no exam technique...*we can crap a report out of thin air, make high class presentations w/o scripts, and finish a fabulous, shiny looking power point complete with graphics, animation, sound effects and not have a single bullet point/textbox even 1 pixie out of line in 1hr but wat???? u are asking us to answer qns??? wat the @#$%#$%* you get what i mean... plus a lot of us are just not very used to mugging.

okok, that's as much as i can tink of now...

conclusions: rgs is great, we all complained abt pts (performance tasks) but i remember what i did in my pts, and not wat i mugged for exams. plus, no matter wat it was still more fun than mugging! and hey, it was cool too (some cool pts i did: 1) make fermented food, my grp made sour doughbread, others made yougert, kim chi etc. 2) make a toy using a motor - huge headache, mine was down right lousy, but some of my class/sch mates made cool looking toys that WORKED 3) make an electrophoresis kit and come up with adverts, was fun, rushed like siao but still.... 4) made perfumes in RS. extracted our own essential oil from spices - 1st grp ever to do that in rgs. downright COOL. 5) make a model on DNA packaging 6) 7) 8) lol a million and one things we did that brings back great memories...)

rgs really gave me a lot of opportunities. the chance to make presentations and become a slightly less shy, and slightly better speaker, the chance to hold a leadership position (who knew such a shy person like me would ever hold any leadership position???) a chance to challenge myself intellectually, a chance to shine, a chance to enjoy the subjects i really love (e.g. in RS, sec 4 options etc).... etc... sec sch life is the best ever, i wished things will never change when i was in sec 4, and now i still wish i'm in sec 4... really, rgs has a lot of resources that we take for granted during our stay there. we made crepes and lansangna whereas ppl from other schs only made boring stuff like fried rice and wat not... we got centrifudges, pcr machines, autoclave machines, uv-vis spectrometer, incubators, tons of micropipettes etc etc... really fantastic lab facillities if you ask me. personally i didnt see a single micropipette in rj (and the burette in rj dont have a tap, its the ultra old fasion type that uses a clip!) let alone the other high tech stuff. probably rj has them, but i didnt even get to see (let alone use) them. our library and comp labs are very well equiped with loads of computers and iBooks omg! (in rj its hard to even find a comp to use) and we have comps in every classroom, and a very cool CLCLC (Cammee Lim Cyber Learning Center) lol.

rgs prepares us more for life skills rather than exams, and i loved that


rj aint too bad lah, they did teach us a lot and tried their best to prepare us for the As. we learnt a lot - u'll appreciate it in uni, still i wish things could be done differently. maybe when they get rid of A lvls lol, which is unlikely to happen i guess... oh wells...

i <3 rgs!

Monday, October 06, 2008

bored

in sch, computer lab, waiting for teacher to start... think they screwed up and didnt upload the prac ws b4hand on the sch website for us to download. okies. now he starting to intro the prac session liaos. 20mins gone.

they go photocopy the ws for us. so nice... haiz a lot of lab reports not done. got one due this fri, and got one due on 25th, and one on 24th. of this month of cos...

and got 3 quizes coming up too. this thurs org chem quiz. next thurs is intro bio quiz, next nex wedn is econs quiz. totally gonna heck abt econs. the econs only 20mcq in 40 mins.....

arghs this prac is like arghs... kk, no more blogging liaoz, need to finis the prac!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

By michelle's request

ok fine... i'll update a bit

this week is my recess (i.e. holiday) week! yay!

spent the whole week slacking and playing! haha!

whee.... went cycling this morn, weather was sooo hot i'm like burnt now... well mostly my arms only lah... so not that bad...

school's ok... shudders to think that time passes so fast... like the exams are coming up way too soon! half the sem is gone already!@#!!@#!#@! seriously... where the heck did all the time go???? speaking of which i've wasted 19 years already! lol! getting old....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

time flies

yes, its like, half the sem gone already. and its like i just started out in uni! time really flies!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

We will meet again!

school's been good... haha but i haven blogged in a while again. ok since the title is named as such, i'll start with wx's farewell on sun instead... erm well... wat to say abt it? shopped with ash on fri for a prezzie. at jurong point... cos we went in the morn b4 our lessons. just nice - me at ntu, she from home at boon lay... so i thought jp would be convienient. in the end it turns out that i have no lab tho so i wasted my time going to sch from jp but oh wells... met at like 9? well i was late... it was more like... i woke up close to 9 -.-''' my bad... but then... realised later that the shops dont open that early!!! so like me n ash were hungry so we went to buy old chang kee and went to the food court and sat down and talked and ate old chang kee + some drinks we got until like.. cant remember... but quite late... maybe almost 11! :D haha... then i wanted to get some assesories for wx but like couldnt find anything that looks like wx's style. not glittery enough, not the type for her body... just not her... realised jp was a bad place to shop than... but like... no other choice now? -.- but b4 that darling ash remembered... wx's favourite body shop haha... so we went to our backup plan and walked ard and ard the small shop trying to decide wat to get for her. settled with the lip butter 1st... cos it'll be rather dry over there in winter... (actually ithink its dry in winter anywhere???) so it'll be practical... chose a funky smell... that's quite strong... fruity kind... we both like it... so gald that wx was thrilled with wat we chose haha :D then we walked ard the shop somemore trying to decide wat else to get her. we tried the perfume but ash say its too strong. so we tried the body mist but cant really tell the diff btw 2 of the scents... in the end i picked according to color w/o reading the words on the bottle... so that's how we ended but buying the bottle that says wat seductive scent or watever that wx was reading out LOL. oh man... next time we shd read the bottle as well as smell wat's inside :S

after that... shopping over... lunch! went to haha... sakae sushi for lunch whee!!!!!!!!!! apparently they have offer for like lunch buffet in some outlets, but got time limit of one hour... just nice for us since ash only got 1 hour b4 class! cannot waaste food else pay extra... no probs man... we like devoured the sushis lol... ate like 14 plates or smthing... on top of the two complementary red plates haha... wah ash we must do it again!!!! somehow just feel that i shd give wx my fav metal puzzles too... so we met a bit earlier on sun to go imm to buy them :D haha... wonder if wx really played with em on the flight.... but 18 hours long flight sia... 18 long long long hours! wat to do? i will die sia... play comp game maybe... shd have power point on the flight one... dont think got internet tho... or watch movies lol... but i'm not a fan of movies as you know... hm... was quite a big turnout at the farewell party... a lot of her church friends came and wx was like running all over the place... wah i suck big time at doing stuff like hosting! haha:P catered dinner... but the food her mum, grandpa and friend made were really good... was the best part i guess. esp the cheesecake her friend made... damn cool, very cheesy with choc bits!!! her friend made it again specially for her yest cos she didnt get to eat on sunday... real sweet of her:) then we watched the ping pong match in which sg didnt even bother to put up a fight... gah... oh and haha we took funky funky pictures after that :D - uploading in progress.. 10 left to upload...

skipped econs lect yest to go airport... lol shdnt have bothered to go for tut too... like didnt learn anything new like dat. lol. took like 1h 40mins+++ to reach there from sch... managed to finish 70% of a tut on the train... i was quite surprise that in the end i was the only one from rj there tho... like everyone wanted to go but sadly cldnt make it... ash last min say got bio test, mich got library tour, sandra got grounded :(, joanna went mia (dunnoe she got, but i thought she'll go) luckily a no. of her church friends went else it'll be a bit weird if its just me, her, her sis and her relatives+mum's friend like dat... as in.. no other teens... wah wx damn cool sia... was wearing black, rather tight fitting jeans and shiny sliver shoes with shiny black watch. HEY WAIT!!!! i just realised its the FIRST TIME i see wx wear JEANS omg!!!! haha cos she needs to wear long pants cos over there its abt 15 degrees or so... wahahahahah!!!! didnt take any pics with my cam tho... wx u better post those pics up soon! :D haha.

wahahaha... kk i'll stop her for the wx part... i think wx shd fill up the rest!!! haha.

now i go on to talk abt me myself and i :D

3rd week of uni so far. 1st lab session tmr. loving it so far. some lects are really cool... really enjoying myself at times... i'm so gald that i was a crazy girl reading all that extra stuff in sec sch. didnt help me than, but some of it helped me in jc, and now its STILL helping me in uni. cant believe it man, that some stuff i read soooo long ago is useful now. its like the stuff i learn soooo long ago is wat they are teaching now, some with added on knowledge of cos, but some like newman and fisher projection... there's nothing much to add on. those jc stuff are coming in useful too of cos... :D like today we learn abt the phase diagrams... at 1st look i didnt understand wat it was all abt... then i took a 2nd look and i was like... HEY I READ IT B4 IN SEC SCH!!!! somewhere... i think it was in a a lvl text or smthing... but that realy helped me understand the 1st part of the lecture, which is really helpful cos in this biophysical chem lecture... the past 2 lects took me really really long to understand and i only understood the lecture better after the tutorial... so today that was k inda like a breakthrough lol. and with stuff like biochem... gosh the stuff we are learning now is just so interesting... its wat i've wanted to learn abt all along... :D so yeah, on the whole i'm really happy with uni life right now. really slack too. yeah you have to study hard, read the lect notes, do tuts... but still, i've got so much more free time compared to jc. like there's a lot of free time in btw lects and tuts so i'll do my tuts during that time. and then lect notes? i'll glance through when printing them out and read them again b4 (and of cos during) lecture. guess i shd start doing extra work like reading the textbook etc soon... but basically so far its like quite slack... i find the whole system more like rgs than in jc... esp like the rgs sec 4options timetable wise. like you can pick which class u want to go to that sort of thing (yes wx, u're not the only one who gets to plan ur own timetable haha) in short, i'm loving uni so far, and loving my course a lot a lot... let's hope things stay nice and happy this way, hope that no one will ever come along and disrupt my love for science again :D :) :D

but yeah, haha i feel that i chose to perfect course for me. cos, i love chem a lot... but in jc i realised that i dont quite like inorg chem and phy chem. and org chem which gets too complicated... is well simply too complicated and not that easy to do. so in my course... we have org chem module (just talking abt the core modules here), but only in the 1st year, so we'l only be touching on the basic org chem stuff... and then we have biophysical chemistry. which i've realised is like... low lvl physical chem for little kids like me who hates it when it gets hard with too much math and phy calculations involved. basically we only learn the parts of phy chem that is relevant in bio, and we only learn the simple part becos that all you need to know to apply it in biological systems. cool man. cool stuff. :D was looking through the tuts more carefully and realised all the qns, however complicated looking at 1st, were actually very simple. only involves the choosing of the correct eqn (and remember which ones to use in exams too i guess) and doing calculations which is like primary school math plus we use a calculator. not that hard. probably need more practise tho. but yeah. loving it :D love it when the lecturers talk a lot of extra stuff... which some of them do quite often... all those lovely tibits of extra information... just like wat we had in sec sch (which is totally unlike rjc's policy of 'we dont teach if its not in the syllabus')... loved that, and am still loving it now... wah... feeling all the excitement when the lecturer talks abt smthing i read/studied b4, the kind of estacy i have not felt in a looong looong looong time... falling in love with science all over again... this feeling is great man, its just so great. and cos my friends didnt study a lot of the stuff which i did, they are always asking me qns... like the two of them, taking turns to ask me qns none stop... lol... loved that too... man... the more i speak, the more this feels like rgs, the better this feels! gosh! pure estacy. FINALLY!

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Thanks for the memories, welcome to the end of the beginning.

So it was a hectic last week at ibn. my mentor was rushing to finish off his experiments, and i was busy wiht the last of the experiments PLUS making of my exit presentation. the presentation went well in the end... well at least i didnt stumble too much and could answer the qns they asked.

It was a great 6 months at ibn. 6 months wow. time flies. in all i've been in ibn for ard 9 months already. so much that i learnt there. all the watching of the safety videos lol. now at ntu sbs, they made us watch some videos too... the same ones that i watched at ibn! lol. luckily they tell us to watch at our own time, so i skipped the ones that i watched for 4 times already... maybe if i'm realy bored i'll watch it again... but then again, watching it for the 5th time would make my REAL bored! LOL.

Thanks for the memories... learning how to use the mircopipette properly. that was most likely the 1st thing i learn under the electric fan. yeah. the legendary pipetter. LOL... something that requires care and attention when doing, smthing that still lets me down at times. ew. then i learnt how to use the multi channel pipette. lol... u can call this... erm.. upgrading? haha. learnt to use loads of equipment too... like the UV-Vis machine, freeze dryer... k i cant really load the sample properly onto the freeze dryer... scared the thing will fall off and break but nvm... and of cos my favourite, beloved rheology machine... cant stand it when ppl from other labs come and make a mess on the machine and never clean up, and i dont understand how, within the span of a few months, ppl can use the machine in such a careless manner as to leave TONS of scratches on the dear sensor... when after 3 years of using the sensor by me and fan, and some other students, the sensor didnt so much as to sustain a single scratch! those ppl.... really! sheesh!

i gotta thank fan loads for teaching me so much stuff tho. he took my power point making skills to a new lvl... we made good ppt in sch for pts (performance task). but the problem with those are that.... they are sch projects. we put loads of graphics, animations etc... stuff totally unecesary in working arena. and after 2 whole years of not doing a single pt, i really have to thk him for being so nice and editing my ppt, adding in content, coming up with a good title for me... really i dont think any other mentor does that. at least not the ones in my lab. actually, i dont think he edited his other student's exit presentation... didnt see him do it at least? dont know. but yeah he took good care of me... lol spoilt me a lil with the constant tea breaks and always thinking for me. but that's the problem with me doing his project i guess. and i have no idea i'm truely really to do my own project... know too lil and slack too much. !#$@#$@ i shd finish this post soon and read tmrs lect notes!!!!!!!!!!! but yeah, thks for teaching me so much, patiently showing me how to do cell culture, telling me your mental processes when planning experiments. i'll put them to good use :D

and for my friends out there who has been teasing me all the time... i admire this guy for his maturity - the way he carrys himself during work and how he plans out experiments and stuff. granted he has 4 years worth of experience as of now, but he didnt seem less confident/mature etc 2 years ago... i really wonder if i can match up to him. when i'm as old as him/with as much working experience, would i been as discipline, and mature as him? would i be able to plan and carry out my experiments as well as he does? partly, his discipline and hardworkingness is what motivates me to work hard now, and his love for science and research... seeing him smile through his eyes when he talks abt his love and passion... i know that doing research can be a great, rewarding job. i know i can do it, and i cant possibly loss out to him :) and so its time to study!


Thanks for the memories!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

last week left - the end of the beginning

its the end of the beginning. i phrase i coined myself... how apt. now that ibn attachment is ending, and uni life will very soon begin. study hard... an advice i've hear constantly. i will try my best!

i hope that the end of the ibn attachment will but be a beginning of my love affair with science. tho i had been in love with science in sec sch (and b4 that), jc life has made everything uninteresting for me, and ended my flair for science. thks to this attachement, i very much hope that the flame can be relighted again, and be left to burn till eternity, and may the fuel never run out, and may the wood be dry and easy to light... it's time i start working hard again. i've been lazing around for way too many years. time to start work. its now or never.

Monday, July 21, 2008

whee

went swimming on sat and sun, haha, kinda felt like i did do smthing more useful this weekend.

on another note, i need to get new earphones again. spoilt my old ones yet again. like the nth on i've spoilt lah. dun ask me why. and i dont yank it ard or anything like that. sucks man. grrrrr.

on a happier note, there'll be a troop meeting smtime soon. as a belated bday celebration for our dear michelle! happy belated bday darling! you are now 19!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

August is coming

yes, august is coming, meaning that, my attachment at ibn is coming to an end :( and that sch is starting.

that means soon i'll have to stop my crazy playing way, and start getting crazy over school work. a different form of craziness. still need to decide how much time to put into weiqi.

online matriculation is quite late sia, and i think i can only see the timetable after matriculation... so i still dunnoe how my week would go... buying books and stuff also have to wait till sch opens then see wat to buy and find seniors to buy from. then also need to explore the school. haven explore it yet..... hmm. all starting from 4 aug bah.